Saturday, September 29, 2012

THOUGHT FOR THE DAY: CONSTRUCTED REALITY - KILER DAVENPORT

Many of you have been intrigued, in awe, and confused about constructed reality and what I call the process. It starts when you wake up in the morning. You begin to process, bring to the surface, and think about previous sensory input. These chemical keys fall into their slots and open the door to this memory or these memories which give you a sense of where you were the day before you went to sleep. The senses begin to act when you open your eyes and become aroused for the new day. Your senses begin to act and interact with new sensory data coming in and connecting with the old data from the previous day. WITHOUT THIS PROCESS you would be considered a patient with Dementia or Alzheimers. The interesting thing here is that both seemingly normal and abnormal (Alzheimers) brains are acting out the process just with different outcomes of constructed reality.

Police officers beat their wives, are perverted, violent, racist, indignant. Ministers divide, confuse, brain wash, molest, lie, masturbate. Scientists create wonderful technologies that can be misused to destroy the world and kill millions. All in the name of CONSTRUCTED REALITY. Your messiah, his messiah, our messiah, the messiah, God, gods - all constructed reality.

One who understands the process will sit back in the theater of the mind and understand these neurological and chemical reactions for what they are and how they work.

Those who protect their opinions. Those who are stubborn, set in their ways, practically unmovable in their belief system have fallen prey to themselves. They have imprisoned themselves in the process machine unable to move above, beyond, and outside of the brain's strong desire to find meaning. This is one of the destructive behaviors of religion. If not the destructive behavior of religion.

The human mind acting on its own begs to find a position; begs to find a platform - reason, logic, analysis. All of these things are destructive to the human community if one does not understand how they operate.

The lawyer is not the lawyer. The housewife is not the housewife. The writer not the writer. The Messiah not the messiah. The dog catcher not the dog catcher.

If you are seeking enlightenment you must try and understand these things. For instance, a woman meeting her ex-husband is not really meeting her ex-husband. She is just carrying this bag of constructs within the process. A man going to court to be sentenced is not going to court to be sentenced. He is moving into the realm of multiple constructed realities who have dogmatically believed the same legalistic lie.

When we get up in the morning and go out and try to sell things to people - this diet, that diet, this philosophy, that philosophy, this idea, that idea, this concept, and even brain farts. We should remember it is not us doing the talking. We are slaves of electro-chemical guards, biological overseers, lords of the gray mater. That is why the Buddha asked us to free ourselves from this self constructed hell.

I expect to get a lot of feedback out of this post. For those of you who truly understand this post are already trying to free yourself from this self-constructed, demented, twisted mental slave labor camp. Who you are at this very moment is a hostage of multi-dimensional global programming and propaganda. You are a slave, an outgrowth, a manifestation. This if understood completely and you can begin to free yourself of being a propaganda machine from your past will set the world free and a new age will dawn. We will be able to save ourselves and the planet we stand upon by loving one another for our potential and not what we think each other is, was, or is planning to be in the constructed world of self induced process.

There Will Always Be Those -- Kiler Davenport

There will always be those that are lost.
There will always be those who do not care to see them.

There will always be those who are starved.
There will always be those whose mouths are stuffed.

There will always be those who cry, beg, and suffer with very few if any to care.

There will always be those who mourn and grieve.
There will always be those who will never believe.

There will always be those who just need a little helping hand.
There will always be those who will never understand.

There will always be those living outside in the cold freezing rain.
There will always be those who live in the comfort zone out of site of depression, sickness, and pain.

There will always be those who are sitting on top of the world.
Never caring for how many people they step on to get there.

There will always be those with so much to spare.
But when the needy come knocking they simply don't care.

Copyright 2012 Kiler Davenport

Rock The Boat and Tip The Boat Over -- Kiler Davenport

I am getting sick and tired of all the homeless getting lumped into the same category. Just because someone is homeless doesn't mean that they are a criminal. Nor does it mean they are lazy or an alcoholic. I have been homeless and still live and minister out of an R.V. I do not do drugs, drink, or even dance. Yes there are some crazy, dangerous people on the streets and I am not talking about the homeless I am talking about the mainstream. Whatever the hell that is.
If we are ever going to make progress on this issue, we must begin to break it down and define the process. We must begin to communicate in ways that will intensify our efforts. This current warehousing and sheltering mentality is outdated and in the end does more harm than good. We need to be moving these folks up and out instead of down and in.

Any and all of you who deal with this population knows that it is getting worse and very soon could be at critical mass. Contrary to popular belief this issue is everybody's business like it or not. As the old saying goes "If you do not visit them they will soon visit you. Like it or not."

This is not an economic issue. It is a moral issue. If some see the homeless as less than human we have a problem. Unfortunately many see it that way even some of those who fund programs to help. The ones who have money have always have always look down on those who do not. Show me just one rich person that makes it a habit to bring the homeless home to meet the family. Show me one well to do person on the city council that would bring a street person home with them and let them take a shower, use the toilet, and sleep over. I didn't think so. You see this is what needs to happen.

This is the problem. We want to hide them on the south side of town. We want them to just go away. We want someone, somewhere to fix the problem without getting our hands dirty. Homeless people create jobs. They stimulate growth. They make certain people feel good. "Oh look at that dirty homeless person honey. Why don't you throw the rest of your fries out the window at him?"

We really need to get our head out of our ass and deal with the issue on a whole new level. We need to rock this boat. This population of people will expand. Funding will be hard to get especially for those old status quo programs. Homelessnes is not a problem to be solved. It is a moral issue to be solved.

If Only You Could See Me -- Kiler Davenport

If only you could see me, feel me, touch me, walk with me.
We sit together yet stand so far apart,we reach out and feel nothing.
We play the blame game, the shame game, we slash at the heart.
Knowing all the while we each have come with our own nasty baggage.
To want something so bad and to hate it all at the same time is sick and dark.
We said I love you when it was just nasty sweet lust, perverted lies.
Can’t believe we stayed together this long living this cum to cum life.
What could we have been, what could we have done, if only our eyes were open.
And now the deed is done you hold my offspring deep within your womb
This needy thing with a brain, this fetus, this anomaly, I never thought about this.
I can't love this thing, I don't even love myself, I don't even know who I am.
Go ahead and cry, we both laid down, we opened ourselves up for this one.
How can we possibly go through with this, we hate ourselves, even loathe.
We never talk unless were naked, we communicate with the pulsing of our hips.
We have shit for brains and now this, this child, this baby, this human.
Do we kill it, oh my god do we kill it, through it out like a piece of garbage.
I mean its ours you know the baby, it came from us, it is us, inside out.
Why are you looking at me that way, you never look at me that way, your eyes.
its almost like I've never seen you look like that before, its all mushy, real.
Like our baby is real, what the hell am I saying, I am a child, hold me.
Just hold me like you mean it, We never mean anything, sex, sex, sex.
I feel so damn worthless, its like I see myself for the first time, shame.
Pure rotten dirty twisted shame, stop screaming just hold me, stop.
All this time being together I never saw you, your eyes, smile, tears.
I will not dispose of what came from us, I have lived a life of shit.
I have pissed away my time conning the cons, living the lie, being the lie.
And now for the first time I feel something, something real, and I can’t run away.
For the first time I know what its like to be tossed in the garbage, thrown out.
I will not do to this child what was done to me, I choose to stand and fight.

Tuesday, September 25, 2012

AWAKEN THE REVOLLUTION - KILER DAVENPORT


make yourself ready for the beast,he is on the wind,he is in the air,he has risen. you have laid down and worshiped him,you have you have given yourself over. he has given you food, shelter clothing, he has put you in debt, you have submitted freely. and you will submit again and again. he has stolen your children, they will lay down for him, they will worship him, it is to late to turn back, the deed is already done,


a slave to the dragon you are, locked in your little cage of false freedom you flounder, you grope you crawl, you scrounge you rant you rave, lost in the dark void of digital hell your life is meaningless, you are invisible, you travel to and fro, searching, wanting, building castles in your mind, you long for reason and beg for meaning,
you lift up your hands, you kneel, you open your arms all for the dragon this man made dogma, this creed, this pack with darkness. you are fat with self, gorged with the I-I-I,

those well to do run in packs like wolves, made up like clowns, court jesters, asses
 
the well healed bitches walk past those in need like they were cockroaches, kids dressed and fashioned fit to kill all for and from the dragon, these middle class moms put the A in air head, the B in bitch, the S in snob, urban dads bowing to that sweet smelling snatch, pussy-whipped born-again shit for brains white puritan piece of shit.

you that live in the comfort zone, the glass house, you pretenders, counterfeits, frauds, living and dying up to your ass in credit, buried in bills just to try and fit in, shame on all of you, the dragon is your GOD, you are a lie, a cheat, and you will be cut off,
did you offer up your life, did you go that extra mile, did you fight for the underdog, the underclass, did you feed the homeless with your own hands,did you offer shelter,
I smell blood in the air, I smell your blood, when this revolution roars, when the guns are blazing when your plastic house is falling to the ground, then you will see, fire
 

blazing fire in the sky, you will not hide, your children will be fair game to those you left behind,all your silver and all your gold will be burned up, you will be raped by those you raped, you will be conned by those you conned, and killed by those you fucked

come out from your sleep my friends,awaken to the noise of the revolution,smell that sweet blood in the air, where will you be when it all goes down,who will you be with, are you fucking the dragon, is the dragon fucking you, awaken,awaken,awaken..

Monday, September 24, 2012

To Will Or Not To Will -- Kiler Davenport

Life as we know it is simply a massive blend of possibilities and outcomes. We are swimming in an ocean of ideas, concepts, thoughts, dreams, feelings, and interpretive dimensions. The human brain is very calculating and is constantly seeking to quantify and qualify the surrounding environment.

Internal meets external and magic happens. Doors open and opportunities abound. Many are unable to master this complex organ to even a basic degree. They seem to be letting their brain control rather than the other way around. Some of the revolutionary thinkers of all time have believed that we are slaves to the brain. They have stated that we have no free association or thought. Their conclusions were that we have no free choice or free will and that we are just a massive complex collection of chemicals interacting in ways we will never fully understand or comprehend.

I for one believe that we do have free will and are able to make our own choices based on our experience. I believe that we have the capacity to alter the course of our future and the future of others. For if we were not free agents then what would be the purpose, reason, or logic of life.

If in fact we were pre-programmed robots of sorts. What a cruel trick of nature that would be. Just think if this was true and we could somehow know it to be true. How that would effect our everyday life and way of living. Would it make it better or worse? Would people be able to adapt to this way of living? Would most or all go completely insane finding out all of a sudden that humanity had no control whatsoever over its destiny? That every move we made, every idea, every thought, activity, project, and event was just another part of the forward moving program.

This is even a little maddening just writing about it. Some have said how can we have free will if God knows everything we are going to do before we do it. Others have said that even though God knows these things we still have the ability to alter the course.

Wow some of this makes sense at all. So I guess we will never know and that is probably a good thing.

Sunday, September 23, 2012

Have We Outgrown God -- Kiler Davenport

Have we outgrown god,have we grown to big for our britches.
Do we just use him now for a crutch, a hiding place 
for when we get scared.
Most have created god in their own image, 
like a genie in a bottle.
God is more than a book,a dogma,a religion,a church,
an outreach,or feelings.
God is the ultimate quest, the source,the alpha and omega, 
our only hope.
Even those who do not believe still wonder, 
they long for answers.
Eternity is an everlasting thought that never dies in 
the mind of mortal man.
It lingers like terminal cancer in the feeble minds of the 
people, we beg to know.
As I stand in Haiti I cry out where are you God, as I 
roam the flats of Sudan,
Stepping over half dead children vultures waiting in 
the background i ask why.
Watching all our little hospice patients wither away to 
nothing begging to die,
I asked what kind of cruel and inhumane project is this, 
an experiment maybe.
the older I get the more questions I have and the less I 
know or want to know.
So many of us are locked in little silly boxes, like kids 
playing with toys.
God why do you need us, are you lonely, sad, confused, 
bewildered, myth.
The almighty minds of the times talk about first 
cause, singularity, hyper-dimension.
They probe the human brain like little monkeys picking 
bugs off one another.
We send probes to the outer reaches of the universe while 
millions die starving.
We send bombs in every direction to dominate and destroy 
( one nation under God ).
We rob those around the world of their culture, liberty, customs,
dignity and beliefs.
We suck of the criminally insane mainstream
news as if our lives depended on it.
We are addicted to the poisons toxins and chemicals
 of corporate America.
Our people and children shot full of big Pharma,
doped with propaganda.
We are slaves to the lie of the global new world order,
we feed this dragon daily.
A nation of zombies, lambs on our way to the kill floor,
destined for destruction.
I say one nation under what, working for who, believing in
what, and why.
People asked me all the time ,just what is the new world
order, when will it come.
It is a process, a progression, an evolution, it is free will ,
free choice at its worst.
Believe in what you will, do what you can,reach
 beyond what is possible.
Live out in the darkness, get out of your comfort zone,
people are well don't you.
Live where it hurts,where it is hard, painful, sad,
suffering, hungry, anguish,fear.
Love is no good in the comfort zone, she was made
for battle, to overcome.
Go into your corner and pray, asked that your eyes be
opened to this truth .
You asked me how will I know when I have found love
and I say when you are ready.
Go now and ponder these things,devote your life to
this quest, this journey.
Love is not a new age game,nor is it a fad to be played
with, it is age old and hot.
Its power grows with the ability to realize it, focusing it requires maturity.
It will never be contained in groups or circles, it must be free,
 it must breath.
real love is strong and offensive, it brings out the worst
in people, it digs deep .
It will not be used to win friends and influence people,
it is a knife that cuts.
Love is ready to come out against this new world order,
it is poised to strike.
Many who have been drowning in the self will die when
she raises her head.
The clock is ticking, the watchers watch, you will not 

escape her wrath and fury.


The Essence of The Quiet Zone -- Kiler Davenport


remember we are people to and it really takes much practice to escape the muddy mind matrix. very few people will ever grasp the mystery that I and others speak of. they will forever be lost in the darkness of the self. its hold on they is strong and alluring. these blinding forces are everywhere. many have sold their very souls to them. life is like a dark cave with endless tunnels that lead out into the void. many are not able to find their way and give up trying even though the light was just a few feet away if they would have only just kept going.

walking in the dark can be dangerous and scary. it can cause injury and create mental illness. the worst part is that so many are crowded into the dark cave trying to go the same way following the same blind leaders that movement becomes slow and almost impossible. many times it is better to just find a silent calm place and wait. wait for the others to stumble past. at other times we may be so inclined to take the lead and bring others toward to light.

it takes much practice to walk in the dark without falling, and even more practice to teach others to follow this complex but safe path. enlightenment is found in the darkness. it is realized as something beyond the senses. to be awake one has to be one with the darkness. one has to realize that both light and dark are one in the same as is life and death. living trapped within earth bound senses will never allow one to take flight and soar to eternal heights. one bound in these senses is forever doomed to a life in the lower realms.

how many of you would say you live in a fairly reactive mode always looking for that next opportunity to tell your side of a thing. how many of you judge others by the way they look, act, smell, dress, stand, sit, talk. you see you are reacting to external stimulus. you are being controlled by what is going on outside of you. living in this way prevents you from ever breaking free of the self that was created by this same environment. it keeps one locked in the prison of ones on mind.the first step to freedom is to learn to be quite and let the external world process.

learn to get over into the quite zone as we call it. this does not mean to open yourself up to injury it simply means to be completely observant without pressing your point of view. their is so much to be learned in the quite zone for this is where wisdom dwells and piece finds its home.as time goes by and the silence speaks to you as never before and you learn its language for then you will be free and alive.

Saturday, September 22, 2012

THE WHORE OF BABYLON -- KILER DAVENPORT


very soon the fire of life as we know it will go out and others will fill the void.
what can we do to make their life a little better? what can we do to ease the pain. we are leaving such a mess. we have squandered what we have been given.
we have wasted our time creating gadgets and widgets and thing-a-ma-jigs.
we have chosen the dark and dangerous path, the one that leads to destruction.
we never g
et enough. we waste what we have been given and then want more.
we live in little boxes. we drive bank owned cars and trucks, and we want more.
our children are running wild in the streets, addicted to this digital dragon. slaves to emptiness and lust, property of the new world order, minions of the ruling council.

of course we try to avoid the truth. dodge the hard questions, and pretend.
we put of the false face in the morning. we drag it through the day into the night.
we work all of our lives and for what. we are nothing but so to be rotten leaves.
we now just exist to make the rich richer. sit down and be a good bitch.
so what is the reason for all this toil and trouble. can you give an answer? why do we continue to sit back and take it up the ass? does it feel really that good.
how does it feel to be a whore in this mans army? you are serving your pimp well.

the communities are crammed full of shit for brains, air headed numb skulls.
the schools are running over with future welfare junkies and teen mothers.
the suburbs full with shit faced drunk oversexed crazed lonely middle aged moms. every dark ally a haven to the lost vagabond, the ex con, the punk, pimp and pusher. most of the youth in this Country are completely worthless and are just breathing air. we let our boys and girls go and fight wars that we started to gain more profit. we are sluts for punishment. we take it any way we can get it, and go back for more.

you all work and serve the very pimp you despise. you feed this blood sucking animal. now go bitch, say your prayer, get on your knees and beg, you are worthless. .....

Thursday, September 20, 2012

Eternal and Forever -- Kiler Davenport

Eternity
their is so much life to live, so many things to do, so many places to go and things to see. if we are not careful we will be chained down to our emotions and feelings. we must not let this happen. to be free we must not be a bond servant to this world or anything in it. let the storms rage outside, let the rocks fall where they may but we are at peace knowing that we are one with eternity. neither life nor death nor powers and principalities will shake us from our rock. we must practice peace, we must live peace, we must be at peace. the earth is our mother the sky our father, the wind our brother and the fire that burns our sister. all is one and one is all. do not weep my friends, do not be afraid you are eternal and forever one with the source....

Brain What Brain ??? -- Kiler Davenport

Brain
diversity is the manifestation of evolution and digression as birth is to life and death. community is that elusive state of being and mind that is and never will be fully realized. all strive to exist as human within humanity as fish try and swim in perfect form.our collective ability has been shattered by the realization of our individuality. our foolish attempt at civilization has prompted usin the wrong direction.

we have traded in wisdom for specialized knowledge. we have sold out our souls for foolish and empty doctrines. we have built roads that lead to dead ends and monuments that honor killing of the innocents. we point fingers and judge others while standing in muddy water and sinking in sand. our reputation as destroyers precedes us.

we rape, pillage and plunder all in the name of God and democracy. we are proud to serve a Country that has enslaved us and lied to us and our off spring. many are so brainwashed they will never escape the invisible hands that control them. I am saddened as I look out and see so many brain dead souls. they look at me with a blank stare or shuffle their feet as if to say brain what brain. misinformation, lies, propaganda, mind control and repetitive main stream media programing have shattered any hope of recovery for most.

those who are able to see through the fog are very few and scattered throughout the world. for them to meet is a rare occurrence. it is my hope that more of us find each other fast and hold fast to the fact that we do exist and somehow are effecting this enigma we call life and living. 

Friday, September 14, 2012

TO KNOW OR NOT TO KNOW -- KILER DAVENPORT

Know when to take a step back and know that we do not know.
We seem to struggle with the idea of knowing and believing.
its as if we know we do not know yet we pretend to know.
after a while some even start believing that they really do know.
all of these no it alls coming together is like a bad accident.
would it not be better to just work together and gather consensus.
would it not be better to a
dmit that we just do not know anything.
I mean even if we do know we still really do not know what we thought we knew.
and even if we know some of it, whatever it is, we can never know it all.
your God, my God, their God, his God, she God, he God, this God that God.
this is an endless and meaningless quest and one that will not bring peace.
mystical knowing is not knowing at all, it is hit and miss to say the least.
we know not even where we came from or where we might go.
we know not from where we came and by who's hand we were brought.
if we could just trade knowing for being, loving, caring and sharing it would be good.

LOVING THE DIFFERENT IN US ALL -- KILER DAVENPORT

it is so hard, even impossible for most of you to love those who are different than yourself. it is almost impossible for you to see yourself as equal to those who do not smell like you or look somewhat like you and you lash out at anyone who opposes you. we are on the whole a nation of haters even though most will not admit it or even believe it. we were all cut from the very same mold and came into the world from the same opening. we are all pretty much the same at birth. 
it is when we start to mix with other humans that we get sidetracked and twisted in to pieces. we grow up on different time lines and walk very different paths. we are surrounded by culture, religion, dogma, food, experience, education and demographic. as we grow up we can hope to be fortunate enough to be raised by people and community with much wisdom however this is usually not the case. many have to go out into this world alone and find all these things out the hard way. the road to self destruction is paved with good intentions and sweet sounding melodies. 
we learn to be hateful and selfish. we learn to get in and get all we can and get out before anyone is the wiser. we are trained and educated to waist and consume without ever caring how it will be replaced. we are taught to spend more than we make, take more than we need and run over as many people as possible to get to the top. yes I know very well that many of you are not like this and really have hearts of gold.unfortunately their are not enough of us to go around to make a big difference. 
sometimes it feels as if we should just give up and quit trying. the problems just seem overwhelming to the point of being completely impossible to solve and this may very well be the case. never the less we must forge ahead and do everything in our power to overcome.

Thursday, September 13, 2012

"What have I become amongst all these flashing neon lights?" -- original artwork by Katerina Edwards

Whathaveibecome

"Wishes" -- original artwork by Katerina Edwards

Wishes

ONE NATION UNDER ME, MYSELF, AND I -- KILER DAVENPORT

it is so hard, even impossible for most of you to love those who are different than yourself. it is almost impossible for you to see yourself as equal to those who do not smell like you or look somewhat like you and you lash out at anyone who opposes you.

we are on the whole a nation of haters even though most will not admit it or even believe it. we were all cut from the very same mold and came

into the world from the same opening. we are all pretty much the same at birth. it is when we start to mix with other humans that we get sidetracked and twisted in to pieces. we grow up on different time lines and walk very different paths. we are surrounded by culture, religion, dogma, food, experience, education and demographic.

as we grow up we can hope to be fortunate enough to be raised by people and community with much wisdom however this is usually not the case. many have to go out into this world alone and find all these things out the hard way. the road to self destruction is paved with good intentions and sweet sounding melodies. 
we learn to be hateful and selfish. we learn to get in and get all we can and get out before anyone is the wiser. we are trained and educated to waist and consume without ever caring how it will be replaced. we are taught to spend more than we make, take more than we need and run over as many people as possible to get to the top.

yes I know very well that many of you are not like this and really have hearts of gold.unfortunately their are not enough of us to go around to make a big difference. sometimes it feels as if we should just give up and quit trying. the problems just seem overwhelming to the point of being completely impossible to solve and this may very well be the case. never the less we must forge ahead and do everything in our power to overcome.

DEATH & SUFFERING ON THE BRAIN -- KILER DAVENPORT

I have been studying world religions for many years now and I am always amazed at people. they are all trying their best to secure some kind of afterlife or ongoing presence in one form or another. I meet very few people like myself that understand the dying and death process as just that a process.

it is something we as humans will never understand because we are human. there is no need what soever to live in any form at any time and in any place. it is silly and childish to even think so. I mean who could honestly say that living in such a twisted and mixed up place is good anyway.

I have seen my share of real suffering.I have been present when hundreds of people have died and I have burned and buried and chopped up my share of dead flesh and I can tell you it ain't no picnic. most of you have no idea at all what you are even talking about when you discuss death or dying and even if you have had some experience with it it was not enough to leave a burning lasting impression on your brain.

as matter of fact most of you should not go anywhere near where I have been because it would drive you into insanity at once. you would never come back from this place where I have been. so you really know nothing about these things and that might be the reason you come up with all these silly and foolish ideas about death and dying.

LIVING PEACE -- KILER DAVENPORT

as we walk through the valley of the shadow of death we shall fear no evil.
easy to say but much harder to do. how does one work to put this into practice? first of all we need to understand that life is crammed full of obstacles and pitfalls. human beings are are imperfect, greedy, selfish, lazy and just down right mean. the object is not to try and teach peace but to recognize the truth of humanness.
 
be at peace within yourself while at the same time being aware that life ain't perfect. you cannot inject peace into others you can only carry it within yourself and be it. 

peace has never been the absence of war. it is simply the presence of peace.
the two can exist right along side each other and work rather well together.
for many this is a very hard concept to grasp. it is even harder to act it out.
you do not have to advertize your peace,if you have to tell everyone it is not real.
the wider the river and the stronger the current the harder we must work to cross.

the more dangerous the conflict, the stronger we must believe and stand firm.
those of you who are strong, your work is never done and the day is never over.
the one thing we can all count on is change ever lasting change,this we can do.
everyone is on a different level and path. everyone sees the world differently.
when you can grasp this and use it in dealing with others you will be effective.
never pretend to know more than others in your midst, just be an example.
many words do not bring lasting peace. it is found inside of action and movement.

learn to speak with your silence. learn to live in the present moment and be calm

Tuesday, September 11, 2012

ILLUSIVE CHAINS OF SELF -- KILER DAVENPORT

as you move through the void use your senses wisely, do not be blinded by self.
you are the product of an unexplained phenomena. the manifestation of energy
bound together as this mystery we call life. within this mortal vessel a trillion quad trillion dimensions lie. the odds of being present in this moment incomprehensible to this human mind. for one to truly live they must learn to live in this present moment,time as we know it does not exist inside of eternity and space time know it not. the essence of being will not reside in or around this mortal self this physical dump. to become awake is to die to self and not be bound by it. it is like shedding old dead skin, it is a transformation of the soul, a refreshing and renewing of the mind. one cannot soar with the Gods while swimming in the mud, one cannot move the mountains while trapped in earthly circumstances. frame of mind will bind you and keep you from becoming, it will trick you into living the darkness. inside you is contained a power far and beyond mind mater body soul and spirit. it calls out to you, it follows you to the end of this road, look for this wisdom and if you should find it hold on to it as you would the most precious treasure. when you find it give it away to all that you meet. let your light shine in this worlds darkness where all are bound in the illusive chains of self.

Piece about Peace -- Kiler Davenport

peace is not something we as humans create, it is something we perceive.
it is impossible for peace to exist outside the mind, it happens within us.
the idea of peace is totally self constructed and is not out there somewhere.
if you are looking for peace you will not find it, peace is completely self imposed.
the idea of peace is very illusive and hard to grasp, because it exist as a thought.
you ca
nnot teach peace, buy peace, sell peace, find peace, or make peace.

while I am on this subject we can say that love is as illusive as peace,
so many believe they will find love, give love away, teach love or bring love.
love is a concept, an idea, it is what we can learn to manifest deep within us.
we cannot give love away, we cannot receive love, we will not sell love or buy it.
the idea of love is very hard to grasp and hold onto, this is why their is so much hate. hate is much easier to learn and hold onto, teachers are everywhere we go.
I will be doing many shows on this subject for those who want to learn and grow.

Brain What Brain ??? -- Kiler Davenport

diversity is the manifestation of evolution and digression as birth is to life and death. community is that elusive state of being and mind that is and never will be fully realized. all strive to exist as human within humanity as fish try and swim in perfect form.our collective ability has been shattered by the realization of our individuality. our foolish attempt at civilization has prompted usin the wrong direction.

we have traded in wisdom for specialized knowledge. we have sold out our souls for foolish and empty doctrines. we have built roads that lead to dead ends and monuments that honor killing of the innocents. we point fingers and judge others while standing in muddy water and sinking in sand. our reputation as destroyers precedes us.

we rape, pillage and plunder all in the name of God and democracy. we are proud to serve a Country that has enslaved us and lied to us and our off spring. many are so brainwashed they will never escape the invisible hands that control them. I am saddened as I look out and see so many brain dead souls. they look at me with a blank stare or shuffle their feet as if to say brain what brain. misinformation, lies, propaganda, mind control and repetitive main stream media programing have shattered any hope of recovery for most.

those who are able to see through the fog are very few and scattered throughout the world. for them to meet is a rare occurrence. it is my hope that more of us find each other fast and hold fast to the fact that we do exist and somehow are effecting this enigma we call life and living.

BE FREE -- KILER DAVENPORT

there is so much life to live. so many things to do. so many places to go and things to see. if we are not careful we will be chained down to our emotions and feelings. we must not let this happen. to be free we must not be a bond servant to this world or anything in it. let the storms rage outside, let the rocks fall where they may but we are at peace knowing that we are one with eternity.

neither life nor death nor powers and principalities will shake us from our rock. we must practice peace, we must live peace, we must be at peace. the earth is our mother the sky our father, the wind our brother and the fire that burns our sister. all is one and one is all. do not weep my friends, do not be afraid you are eternal and forever one with the source.

GERMS - THEY ARE EVERYWHERE -- KILER DAVENPORT

Germs
their is enough deadly bacteria on the outside of your body to kill 1000 people,their is a war going on this very minute in your nose, eye lids, ears, mouth, groin, hands and feet. their are invaders trying to move across the battle lines that have been drawn on in and around your body. if you could see this war you would go completely crazy.

THEY ARE MALTA -- KILER DAVENPORT

the seven cities are red with fire and the whore is out of her cave.
they who have taken a blood oath to serve shall rise up and devour the earth.
they will ride upon the dragon and nothing will stop them, they are Malta.
those who do not bow will be taken to the dark places and breath 
will be no more.
you have worshiped them, you have fed them and given them your life and child.
they came when you were asleep and made you bow to them 
and call them master.
they were in your home and you knew them not, they held your off spring .
they filled your mind with lies and you gave them your life
and that of your family.
you have kissed the hand of the serpent and had sex with darkness, bow and die.

YEARNING FOR WISDOM -- KILER DAVENPORT

we must tear down these walls of division. we must learn not to be so sensitive and quick to react. so much opportunity passes us by when we go out with false expectations and twisted intentions. to avoid getting hurt we must ground ourselves in solid rock. we must stand firm in the knowledge that we complete in our ability to withstand the storm of others who are not practiced. most minds are clouded with the way things should be and the way they want things to be and the way they have always known them to be. all of these ideas are a form of sickness and lack of awareness of ones true environment and the way it really operates. many of you go out looking for trouble. your preconceptions as to the way life should be will bind you and ultimately destroy you and all those around you. many of you reading this at this very moment will scoff at this teaching. you will disregard it as foolishness. one can only see and interact with wisdom when one has wisdom. to gain wisdom one must practice transforming knowledge into wisdom and this takes much practice and study. those who want to escape the bondage of the lower realms must become an observer of life and people, to grow one must learn to be quite and listen. their are too many times when we go out looking for trouble, our mood is bad, our morning did not go as planned, we did not get our way on such and such and the list goes on and on. patience with others is the key to winning relationships and keeping them and this is the hardest this to master. patience comes with practice and practice come with passion and passion comes with the yearning for wisdom.

EYES WIDE OPEN -- KILER DAVENPORT

have your eyes wide open and be available. to pass by and offer a prayer is not enough,to say I really know how you feel is insulting, to refer them to someone else is damming. many of you have done this very thing and will continue to do so because you are afraid and unable to open yourself up to this kind of love and caring.

it is so much easier to pass it all off to someone else, so much safer to not take time out of your busy day to help this person at that very moment in time. this is the problem here in the Americas. we always want someone else to fix it, we want to think that we have done our part or that we are just to busy trying to help ourselves.

just think for a second what if the shoe was on the other foot and it was you who needed help. what then, how would you reach out and what would you say and how would you feel begging for help. do you think you are so good that it could never happen to you. you should think again my friend. most every single person out there on the street never dreamed of being homeless. they never wanted to be lost and begging. if you somehow think you are different you are sadly mistaken.

as matter of fact you will not escape the fact that you turned away from those in need. you will pay the price for your misdeed. I have seen this happen over and over again. karma is real and it is powerful at its core. remember that forever. one who is awake, alert and oriented will set off a chain reaction every where they go and effect everyone they touch. 

you will carry with you all that you need to bring fourth goodness, harmony and balance. everywhere you go you will find people looking for answers to life's many complex questions. in order to see the hurt in the world at the core and be able to respond and interact with it you must

WE ??? -- KILER DAVENPORT

physicality is a very tough subject and takes us into the realm of the self.
that in itself is a mind bending thing,we do not know what the self even is.
it has not ever been properly defined and or described, nor has life or death.

we know not of where we came from, where we are or where we may go.

we know not how the human brain works, we have not the slightest idea.

we only see the afterbirth of life, the outward effect of this mystery world.

we cannot even cure the common cold, all we can do is suppress its symptoms.
 
we are stupid enough to claim to have seen some mystery effect of the God particle.

we spend billions and billions to kill anything and everything we do not agree with.

we overindulge and waist everything we get out hands on and then we complain.

we want more and more and more for less and less and less and less and less.

we love tearing it up and taking it out but when it comes to putting it back,
forget it.

we say we are one Nation under God. I asked what God, who's God, man made God.

we talk of love and caring, we talk of peace and harmony, and then we kill 
some more.

we try and tell other Countries how to live and we are the most corrupt Country.

we advise other Countries on women's rights and we treat them like shit here.

we talk about child labor in other Countries and our kids here are spoiled rotten.

we talk about bringing other Countries democracy and all we bring them is death.

we send our men and women off to fight wars so that corporations can get rich.

we bring those dead bodies home in a bag and say they fought for what, tell me.

we do not know our ass from a whole in the ground, we only know destruction.

Sunday, September 9, 2012

SUPPORT UNITED CAREGIVERS OF AMERICA

TAKING A MOMENT TO BREATH -- KILER DAVENPORT

I just wanted to take a moment to remember all those wonderful folks who are out there on the road with very little money and no roof over their head.sometimes we forget that their are really good and upstanding homeless people in this world. we to lump them all together sometimes in a dirty box that people do not want to look at.we have been out there on the pavement lost thousands of miles from no where and I can tell you it is no fun at all,especially when people look down their noses at you like you were trash. its really hard to know who is good and who will rob or kill you but we still have to try and reach out to these people. at times we wanted to die and get it over with. it seemed completely hopeless. but together we made it and pulled ourselves back up. but I will never and I mean never look at the homeless the same way again.

PAY ATTENTION -- KILER DAVENPORT

stay away from the crazies, those that will drag you down to the pit and swallow you whole. beware of those who know how to push your buttons and set you off. stay clear of those who will con and encourage you with their cunning ways and devour you. many of you like to go back and lick up your vomit and bask in old way that are destroying you and your family. it is hard to climb out of this rut, old habits are hard to break. be faithful and practice hard. their is much power in holding back and not giving in to these things. an idle mind is the game of darkness and will take you down. your lying lips will expose you and keep you in bondage. do not be deceived by this world and all of its tricks. stay strong and live. 

Eternal and Forever -- Kiler Davenport

their is so much life to live, so many things to do, so many places to go and things to see. if we are not careful we will be chained down to our emotions and feelings. we must not let this happen. to be free we must not be a bond servant to this world or anything in it. let the storms rage outside, let the rocks fall where they may but we are at peace knowing that we are one with eternity. neither

life nor death nor powers and principalities will shake us from our rock. we must practice peace, we must live peace, we must be at peace. the earth is our mother the sky our father, the wind our brother and the fire that burns our sister. all is one and one is all. do not weep my friends, do not be afraid you are eternal and forever one with the source....

THANK YOU

THANK YOU





Thursday, September 6, 2012

SOULS INFERNO -- KILER DAVENPORT

Oceancliff

TEN PACES IN FIRE -- KILER DAVENPORT

Peelingskin

LETTING GO -- KILER DAVENPORT

one cannot and should not pray for things. one would be better off pissing in the wind and hoping it lands in the bucket. prayer should be about subtraction and not multiplication. we need to deaden the sense to a point where we can see it and put a circle around it and all its parts. when we chant, pray or meditate we are bringing everything into clear focus and clarity. we are learning to master the ability to let go of the illusion of things and people activities and events. it is also about fellowship, focus and community. it brings common purpose and harmony. prayer, chanting and meditation allows us to be fully present in the moment yet a million miles away.
we must have faith when we are in this mode and learn to operate within this powerful realm. if we will remember that thoughts are things then we should know prayer, chanting and meditation should take us away from conventional thinking and put us in a place that is reserved for complete silence and transformation, it should teach us to view the world in a completely different way as we awaken from our deep sleep. many of you are involved in petty arguments concerning your practice whatever it may be. God will not be divided up into little peaces and spread out for you to see.
God will not be conjured like a genie in a bottle at your whim and command. those of the higher realms are known and will be known by their actions. you will sense when they enter the room. you will know by the slow and easy wisdom that comes out of their mouths. they are sharp as a knife and if not careful they can and will cut you.

TEN PACES IN FIRE -- KILER DAVENPORT


Wednesday, September 5, 2012

TEN PACES IN FIRE -- KILER DAVENPORT

I have peeled back this wretched skin a thousand ways to find what is me.
who is it that talks about me when it is me talking about me, is it I.
how can an I and a me live in the same prison, how can this be pray tell.
layer after layer of shit that smells to high heaven, years of dirt piled one on other.


all these wretched souls walking the halls of hell on earth, smelling just the same.
I, me, you, we
, us, them, they, those,the division never ends, the madness eternal.
if I ask you who are you, you cannot tell, I myself know not me this blind fool.
we are all walking down the same dead end path, the same endless road.
one blind leading the other blind, the deaf talking to the deaf, lame leading lame.
 
the most wise of us has not even a clue as to how the wind blows or even why.
the are but the afterbirth of the essence, the ding after the dong, burned up wood.

we know not where it began nor where we are, let alone where we may go.
I will never stop this mad crazed wanting, this insane desire to know my fate.

SOULS INFERNO -- KILER DAVENPORT


Tuesday, September 4, 2012

Lust Condemns Me -- Kiler Davenport

standing in the darkness fist raised to split this vast void in half.
hands quivering ice cold stares bequeath this shattered soul.
the Gods have died a thousand deaths and resurrected hell.
its open arms call me to the pit that I dug long long ago.
this withered body falls to the feet of this demon drop of pith.
my wanderings last eternal lust condemns me to this deep abyss.
i call out and the innocent blood befalls me, take me now to my place.
I will lay down my spirit down upon this rock and bleed the blood of lambs.
I cry out and none to come me, I am servant to this rock, to thee I give.
open the grave and I will fall in and die a thousand deaths my blood bequeath.

WAKE UP AND TUNE IN -- KILER DAVENPORT

I know that I very seldom talk about the wonderful things and people in this life however I am fully aware that they exist. I always tell everyone that we are not here to bask in the few things that are sweet,pure and exquisite. we are here to expose the corruption and conspiracy that is eating this Country up from the inside out.it is not the little bit of good that is killing all of us, it is the
mountain of bad that is crushing us. I cannot and will not live in a comfort zone surrounded by fantasy and delusion.

we all have our idea of what we are cut out to do and that is what we should do.
nuclear, chemical, biological and mind control warfare looms close over our heads. we are one button push away from total and complete destruction. I know that many of you would rather not think about this or even believe it is as bad as I say. most of you would fall to the floor and give your life to God if you knew how close we are to annihilating ourselves. we have everything we need to destroy the world as we know it in less than ten days.
many have asked me Kiler how do you know these things, and my question back to them is how could you not know them.some of us that remain in the shadows of the internet have long been involved in the depths of dark politics.
we know just how powerless the American people are and the reasons for that lack of power.we work behind the public wall to continually alter the course of the rushing river that has come to drowned every citizen in the United States Of America.

some things we know we cannot tell,other things we will not tell and this is to
protect ourselves and our families. I and my team out ourselves at risk every day
broadcasting the information we do over the air ways. I put myself at risk and in
grave danger posting my spoken word.we are not just another digital bleep on the screen. we are experienced leaders on the front line of this new world order war.

this Country is lacking in moral leadership.it is drowning in selfishness and greed.

our people have lost their direction and have not a clue of what to do. debate will not solve these problems, chat will not, posting will not, commenting will not, the like button will not, as matter of fact the bad news is these problems cannot and will not be solved. at this point we must do everything we can to just hang on.we must learn the skills that we will need to survive the coming age. we must reach out to others of like mind and work together to create a barrier between us and them. all of you must study how the game is played and who the key players are.
forget the election for this is the game of fools and lame brains. it is only a distraction. while this party is going on the government is planning your demise. they are planning to strip you and your children of the very right to breath without government permission and authority. stay close to us and we will do everything in our power to teach you how to navigate these rough waters.